Nangis

I just find out that my salary has not been deducted as it should be. To cut it short,1500 will be deduct from my salary. Tapi tak la 1500 short ansuran bulanan courts lah 250 sebulan , tu belum kira potongan lain ye puan-puan dan tuan-tuan. ​​Sedih. T_T

There’s no point for me to blame other people [si tukang kira] because it’s my very own damn fault for not checkong my payslip details. “Ko tak cek ke payslip ko?”. Yes I know u’ll be asking same question like Mek Cher and Anim. Nangis. Hujan air mata.

FYI, nowadays our payslip can get via online ONLY compare to zaman dedolu it came in hardcopy form. The situatation definitely not same la kan? Just imagine when we get any letter usually we will automatically tear it off and straightly check the contains. But now, zaman dah maju sangat and the goverment also aware of the environment issue [which this is good] so everrything semua online. But the payslip thing is not Facebook or Twitter sah-sah la kau tak teringat nak check when the time comes kan? Maybe after this I should get the bunyi gema alam alarm clock to remind me to check my payslip online. But nasik sudah menjadi bubur lambuk Kampung Baru. Baru sekarang geletis nak ada alarm bagai tiada gunanya.

I am lucky this thing happen during Ramadhan [walaupun tersembur keluar jugak maki sebutir dua] and I am fasting today. What I did just now was tutup mata for 3 seconds, bukak mata, tarik nafas hembus tarik hembus then urut-urut dada. Nangis dalam hati atas kecuaian diri sendiri. Sila lakonkan aksi menyesal macam iklan kempen kemalagan jalan raya masa hari raya. Sesal kemudian tiada gunanya. Tsktsk.

“1500 tu bukan hak aku,”. Pujuk diri sendiri . That’s all I can said. Maybe because aku tak kena lagi dikenakan bayar income tax [seriyes tak tipu sebab pasal benda ni la aku cek payslip haritu], so tuhan ambik bayar kat benda lain. *kecewa lari bajet tabung nak beli cincin berlian seketul

“Yakinlah dengan rezeki Allah,”. I’ll always remember that sentence which I get from my friend.

p/s: agak-agak kalau cerita aku ni kesian korang boleh lah derma ape patut dekat aku . Macam kes mangsa riot kat London tu hasil kumpul duit ramai-ramai dia dapat 12 pound bersamaan dalam 58k bak kata kawan aku tadi. Dah la British ascent pekat nak mampuih, merembes akak dengar dik! Kau belajar mana cepat sangat dapat ni? Linguaphone ek?Buyui